This is my first real journal entry here. Not as many people I know actually read this, so I am writing to my invisible audience. I kinda feel anxious, about the next few weeks leading into school beginning. I hope I have made the right decisions thus far about, well... everything.

I decided today I think that I might want to be an interior decorator someday... but i dont actually know when that will be.

I want to be more creative.

I dont want to be such a people pleaser.

I want to be self-confident, but I think most people who have a desire to create doubt themselves.